Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Miss my Kung Kung~(Wong Kim Loong!)

The last news about him from blog is when he is at hostipal~
I first time visit him there..
after tat day,I continue to visit him~
on Aug 17th,we got news tat says the time is near..
that day Im jz being positive..thinking tat nothing would happen,thinking tat God is nt so cruel to take away him from all of us here..
so tat day,after school I go to hospital as normal to see him~
he looks okay but weaker thn the day before..
so i asked my aunt n uncle he got rest or not~
they say he dint..
he jx close his eyes n open again after awhile for the whole night!
so i pray to God to give him a heart tat belives tat he wont go away just like this~
then I go talk to him,ask him to rest,but he keep look at me n dint say anythinggg..
he looks worry so i asked if if his okay he say:Good!thn wesmile at each othr~
the medicine makes him abit blur in vision~
he c thing blurry~he wanna hold my hand but he reach to the wrong place..
so i hold his hand~
my aunt say tat he is pain every whr even if i touch softly he also feels pain~
so i ask him to let go~i ask him to rest bt he hold tighter he dint say anything bt he keep on struggle to open his eyes~
my heart is very pain when I saw him like tat so i went out frm the room n cry~
my dad come n comfort me,he say just let him be happy n let him go happily,
i keep on shake my head n saying no in my heart..
thn my dad say he cn see thing tat nt belong to our whole already,
smiling to nothing n talking no nothing..
then Christy called,she ask if im okay after saw kung kung n told me wat happen when she heard the news abt kung kung~
then after talking with her i feel abit better n go back in kung kungs ward.
my aunt told me cannot drop tear on kung kung~
thn i fel its better not to let him saw us cry so i told my couz if wan cry go outttt..thn my aunty say help kung kung to make his heart warm..
she says she heard tat if the soul come out from the body the ppl would feel cold~
so she ask us(me n my couz) take turn to keep his heart warm~
then the next day i go to hospital as usual but he looks even weaker!
my heart hurts even more!
i have faith in him that he wil be better but wat I saw I the way around.
I pray to God again~i ask him to let my kung kung be stronger to fight with his sickness~i pray hard n hope it wont go worse~
my cous(ju jie n gainne) cme bk frm kl tat day~
they accompany kung kung~~thn night the rest of my cous(yunchak,yunkiong,eric) tat is stil nt here come back too(*will continue soon..x.x)

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

HE is the one~

know him since Oct 10th~
doesn't have any good feeling 1st time,many bad feeling!
i felt his not a good person..
after knowing him,its all different~
of course i feel he is fake at the first time~
but after few month,everything changed.
he make me fall in love with him~
I'm not blaming him about this because I don't think I would like to fall in love with someone else.
can say that no one would treat me as good as him~
he is supportive,loving,caring..everything you cannot think of~
sure there's bad side of him too.but i don't mind,no one is perfect~
he is there for me no matter what,i always confess about I can give him anything he wan but he is still there~
never wanna go~
I'm not a good temper person,I've hurt him few time already in this 5month~
but he never blame me~he only blame his self in most of the time~
he is the sweetest thing i ever had,all those words that he said melts my heart~
drawing too,some is scary but its still sweet~
I make him make some stupid promise like let me help him make up as a joker,wear gown he never say no,he would just say yes in a happy way~
i really not sure that Im treating him the right way or not but I really would do anything to make him happy.
I use to not trust him in many thing~
but he try so hard to make me trust him~
and now I do~he cares about my feeling like nobody ever cares~
he is my only one,I wan nobody but him~
HE is the one~DO NOT TAKE HIM AWAY FROM ME.
last,I thank GOD of giving me HIM in my life~
he is apart of me now^^
love you always,my dear..MOO CHEE PING

Friday, August 13, 2010

12th & 13th of Aug!

erm~
11th morning(wednessday)school tiba tiba say the duet singing competition change to 13th!
so all of us panic lo!>.<
many ppl sick xia~
how yong n nic oso sick!x.x
thn tat night i went to nic place to practice~
damn nice lo his sing k room!x.x
his father bought 2 new mic for us to sing lagi ba~xD
ok!
next day..the whole morning me n nic practing~
i ponteng ceramah baaa!ntg to hear oso d la!xP
ok~after recess thn i join thn at ceramah looo~
in tat auditorium arrr~
something keep pop in my mind o>.<
nt good d la~
those xiao qi d thing......=.=
nvm!pass jor!HE is mine nw!xD
ok~after tat jiu join thm rite?!
we watch movie baaaa=.=
abt merdeka 1~
so many crying crying this=.=
after tat jiu go back class n quiz=.=
gt abt the movie 1 tuuuu!ahaha~
nvm!thn jiu arrange table n everything jiu finish school la!x.x
me n nic walk to auditoriummmm~
panic xia lo~
nt yet lagi jiu many ppl jor~
the door thr stuck ba....x.x
thn we use othr door to go innnn~
after tat jiu hmm?
relax xia?thn start laaaaa~
1st is lower form 1st~
many unprapared d la>.<
thn whn wan xian jor thn tiba tiba laz 1 jor pla!x.x
we r 1st team tuuuu~
thn we faz faz kai ying!use cloth cover our mouth n shout shout thr~xD
ok!after the ppl anounce our name we meh go up looo~xD
by the way,the ppl say dao my name very cacat la.....x.x
nvm her!>.<
thn nic go up 1sttt~the 1st thing he say is:wah?!!
thn i look at him like o.o?n look wat his looking at~
WOW!full hse mannnnnn~
even stairs oso gt ppl siting baaaaa!x.x
thn i tak mic loo~mis on floor baaa~after i tak jor nic stil thr o.o ahaha!
thn i say: uiiiii!
terus he ehem!ok,tak mix~xD
thn bcx we sit thr long time jor we exercise our self on stage~xD
kena ppl laugh baaaa>.<
nvm la!we feel funny oso~xD
thn jiu sing laaaa~
nic shout part hen o?!!
shout dao he yao gu tong!fung sip ba ppl~old jor~xD
after he shout he terus walk to me n tel me he yao gu ting tu=.=
ON STAGE!ahaha~
k~after we sing jiu very very qing sung jor laaa~xD
after tat we tot on tat day wil knw result~
mana tauuu,wan wait next day>.<
k!jiu next day lo!xD
school!exam o>.<
pmo!nvmd laaa~
after i fin it i practice my song my covering my mouth using clothhh~xD
sot sotttt~
thn recess~~~~n sing again!!!
thn oioi xiaaaa~
thn wan go competition jor!x.x
2day we go up thr late xia>.<
we stuck at the stairs thr~too many ppl~x.x
bt luckily we r competitors so we cn go in 1st^^
thn booking place 4 fren n help buy ticket lo~~~
today ma fan abit o~~walk here n thr>.<
til nw my muscle pain jor......bt very weird 1 is oni left 1 pain!o.o
k!nvm it~
continue my storyyy~
thn tiba tiba i saw this fellow cme in looks like my church youth d monkey this!xD
peter ba tuuu~
he is 1 of the judges o~~~
thn i go da zao hu luuuu^^
thntalk xia talk xia gt fren in troble>.<
have to help xia so i go out>.<
hoto in n out n in n out!!x.x
k!after tat everything ok jor jiu wait start looo~
david chan stil nt yet here man!x.x
all wait him thnnn~xD
thn after call him jiu start!!!!xD
1st they welcome the judges looo~wahhh!
today so serious o!x.x
all no fun d....til sien baaa~
lower form gt 22singer!!!
we upper form d all z.z jor!
ahaha~
thn after they sing jiu 5min break!!!!
thn start upper form!
the panic cme jor.....x.x
bt ok d la~
nic sing well,many sing well!jiu dao me la!num6!!!!!x.x
on stage....so many eyes looking at meee~this time wan wah oso duno wan wah to who jor~ahaha~
k!my song so slow wor they find...x.x
i have to stand thr n wait>.<
wait looooo~ahaha
after tat jiu sing liaooo~papa d loooooo>.<
c who who jiu gv comment...u knw laaa~cnt shout thn jx cn use hand lai bi n the mouth move move xiaaaa..who knws wat they say jek?>.<
thn my bro supportive worrr!!!wave in the beat of my song tuuu~
bt to bad dint follow dao beat~make me wan laugh wan laugh~xD
bad o meeee~>.<
ok!finally dou sing wan laaa~
feel happy ba~i had fun whn im on stage^^
thn jiu listen to othr sing loo~
hmm~jiu fin la!
i dint win anything o~~bt stil happy^^
thn wait car wan back home luu~
get in car mama say:after bath jiu goc wai gong in hospital>.<
ok!lets go thnnnn~
thn faz faz go bathh~mana tau bro wan watch tv-.-
wan wait him lagii~
i hungry i meh go eat xia things looo~
thn jiu out luu~
i saw my wai gong lying thrrr~xin tong dao!!!!!!!!!!
cnt cry in front of him worr~so tahan looo~
i gt many time wan cry d feel bt jx cn tahan!susah 1 lo ok........
thn whnever i wanna cry i jiu pray xiaaaaa~
keep talk to the god~i knw he wnt reply me bt i duno y tat cn gv me abit of peaceful~
thn ok lo~after tat he keep say he hungry worrr~
my aunt so late lagi tuuu~those drug med make him out of his mind abit~~~
i keep think thr r something to catch bt actually thr r ntg=.=
1time tak 8pills 1 day tak 3times!!!sot 1 laaaa~
bt dun eat wnt recover wor>.<
bless him la.......hope he faz faz recover~my heart really pain!
he very sek me 1~nvr let me hungry~
today i c him hungry n cn do ntg~
i dun even knw wat to say to him~
he keep breath like snoring n he stil says his ok~
i knw he dun wan us to worry bt bu ke neng 1 lo~
he hungry dao he dun wan tel ur bt whn he think abt it he wil wisper is out...
my ear very min gan wat lo~
abit oso knw wat he talking liao~
1st time i hear dao he say if gt food faz faz open~
thn i ans him say nt yet~if gt i wil tel him..
he say:ntg ar...i straight away wan cry o!!
he is sick bt he stil very care abt our feeling......
cnt control dao so many d laaaa~
sick jiu put all the heart go defend the sickness maaaaa>.<
dun say much lo~bless him my God.i put faith n trust in You to heal him.
i will wait for the one day again whn he cooks for me n keep ask me to eat even i tell him i very full!
I WILL WAIT!

Monday, August 2, 2010

anything i rmb!xD

well~
thurs n fri no special ba?
so skippp~xP
sat!
morning go to this misic academy~
super love thr!!!x.x
wanna learn my thoery thr!
gt standar d place tu!!xD
thnnn~
lunch bla bla bla..
thn!
5.xx back home!!
rush rush!
cx i promiss yun thm 6 i wil b at upperstarrr>.<
rachel(my mummy) suprize bday party baaaa~xD
thn go bath n prepare out!xD
after tat wait my mum=.=
wait so long time..
sampai 7.xx ba...=.=
nvm!at last oso go jorr~
1st go upperstar drink soup 1stt!
hungry baaa~thn go church meet daddy~
after prasing thn we both go upperstar again!xD
thn party starttt~
drink soup again!ahaha..
tiba tiba gt bday song tixxx~ thn rac luk here n thr..
she tot othr ppl bday~
who knws the cake apear in front of her!xD
gt suprize dao o!xD
after tat mai dannn!!!xD
RM2xx baaa!ahaha..
thn we all go jadeee~
my dad place baaa~xD
nvr been thr..x.x
dad dun let kannn~xD
nvm!go oni..
thn alamak!punya bad my dad punya businessss!x.x
nvm!i go bong channn~xD
jx 2 set oso gt earn dao d ok!xD
thn we sing lo>.<
they all ba! go back early..
ahahha~
no la~suang juga la^^
thn nick pei me so yoyo dao ban lu he jalan pla...
so wil samuel n dickson thm..x.x
pak to pak to sja tuuu>.<
nvmmm~
bye my almond milky tea!!!yumyummmm~
jiu back laaaa~
back home ss!s dao my cc pengsan!xD
thn charge it luuu~
ok!tats my sat!xD
sunday!
morning!wake sibeh early!!!x.x
mum say wan go kota belud tamu wahhh~
ok looo
go looo~my dear at kota belud baa~xD
thn we go pick my grandparents uppp~
jiu go k.b laaa~hmm~nt long time we jiu arrive jor~
thn 1st!go eat!hungry loooo~xD
go eat rojakkk~the rojak horhhh..maggie d mee make d o>.<
n thn sweet daooooo!i duno is bcx my caleb tel me something sweeten my heart or wat la..x.x bt the rojak really SWEET!>.<
thn after eat sure jalan jalan arrr~
me pei mummy n grandpopo,bro pei grandgonggong^^
ahaha~we buy many fish,veg n fruit!
thn we meet in carr~
my gong gong sibeh geng o!!
he buy RM10 d mangoesteen!!!!xD
he knw i like baa~xD
so we eat eat eat thr luuu~
thn mama wan go bk buy lagi=.=
so lets go!xD
mama gt buy cendol 4 me!
super nice 1 looo>.<
next time wan ask my caleb da pau 4 me!ahahah~(so wan>.<)
k~thn after all tat jiu bk luuu~ bk tuaran^^
thn help xia my aunt thrrr~
i duno y i very like to help her~~xD
thn jiu bk my gandparents hse~~
popo cook o!
4 the 1st time in my life my popo cook!xD
bt every thing salty>.<
nvm luu~cn eat dao ful jiu ok~~
after tat jiu bk home la~
actually i promiss my ben ben i sms him whn i get home~
bt once i lye down!my eyes close!n thn oioi like pig jor!xD
pai se la>.<
wakie thn find him~c dao he gt panic xia worrr?XD
happy d lo!ahahahhahaha~like to make him panicc~xP
after tat jiu wakie laa~
fb awhile thn go bathhh~
after bath jiu find food eat!
go my next door popo thr~she gt cook nt spicy d curry 4 me!
tak some lo kann~dun tak oso pai se maa>.<
thn she gv abit jor i jiu tak away~she terus shout:mm qian!!
thn i put the bolw bk~after 1 scoop i tak away again~ thn she like at me like:=.o?
thn i put bk>.ok lo..go bk my hse thr.. my mum say gt salad 4 me o>.<
thn i go c..super big plate d lo!x.x
nvm!i tak go living room eat!
ngam ngam daddy watch tv thr! thn i wisper:daddy~~help>.<
thn he help me eat!xD
thn whn cme to my turn eat he cnt stop eat jor~xD
keep eat mine~thn say i force him eat lagi=.=
ahaha~nvm la~happy jiu hao^^
after tat jiu on9 wt my caleb til nearly 1am!jiu go oioi la~next day gt skul o..xD
k!monday~~
morning go skul luu~
my caleb nt pig wor! gt wakie sms wit me~xD
thn prepare jor jiu out~~
hmm~at skul sing sing n talk talk luu>.<
jiu skul time pass jor laa~xD
thn after skul jiu bk home bath n eat jiu out!go piano class~
2day piano class fun xia~^^
Beethoven n Mozart ba!xD
thn back home fb~sms wit my caleb~sing xia~jiu blog loo>.<
miss him la!k la~enuf looo~
let him hv meall alone nw la k?xD
<3 him~muackss

Wednesday, July 28, 2010

28th jul~

today~
slp like pig>.<
ever wake in the middle of nite to reply my caleb..(pai seeee)
thn nt yet 6 jiu wakie jor lo...
greet my caleb good morning thn go brush teeth n wash faceee~
my face very cham jor o nw>.<
ben ben(caleb) say mayb heaty~
so cnt eat prawn mee today!xD
after tat go in room check my phn no msg!>.<
nvm~thn change n tie hair looo~
i guai guai tu!
wear speccc~xD
thn go skul looo~
in car keep c my cc(my phn arrr~c902..so i call it cc~^^)
no msg d!>.<
nvm la..
reach skul looo~
talk talk wit qiaw luuuu~
start my day at skull~
erm~me,chung n qiaw sing sing sing looo~
thn tiba tiba cme out "sou yu ge"xD
fun xia!
thn whn BI class Mr.Khrisna dint come~
so we all "luan" la~xD
the chuan lo!
so bad!he go beat monkey wit ermmm..very big wit d wood>.<
thn monkey skinny d ma!
sure pain d lo~he dint do any wrong oso~
play play nt need beat so hard d maaaa!>.<
thn i meh scold him lo~
his ban ke ai pla!>.<
he T_T infront of me tu!!
ahaha
dun k~thn no longer he perform some "kung fu" wt the wood>.<
so we all laugh la=.=
thn he cme to me n say:"everybody cn laugh me!oni u cnt laugh!"wit a very serious face!!
thn i meh aak y laaa~
he say:"cx u r my love 1"
thn we all =.="!
ahahah~super ai yan!
k!after tat lunch lo~~
eat eat eat!thn saw xia buy zhen zhu nai cha drink!
i sure wan d laaa~xP
thn after eat meh go buy lo~
i bought milo+zhen zhu~
nice xia~xD
i share tat wit qiaw laaa~so dint drink much!xP
hmm~n thn jiu kokum start!
1st ranger puteri!>.<
they gt some test todayyyyy..
we mz blindfold our self to go in class room n touch something n guess wat is it,smell things,taste things,hear things n listen things!
fun xia^^
after tat jiu talk talk talk wit yun n ping lu~
rachel mummy dint cme 2day cx the goiter>.<
hope she will b ok la!>.<
after tat jiu go basketball club luuu~
we watch some funny vids in you tube~
bored xia!x.x
thn fin skul!!!xD
go in car n check cc!!xD
gt 4 msg n 3 miss callllll~
msg sure all frm my caleb la!
miss call is frm tuition teacher!
he say tonight tuition cancel wahhh~
happy xia juga la~ahahah!
my caleb tot i xiao qi o!
he tot i fa his pi qi tat he dint pei me in the morning~
im nt so xiao qi 1 lo okayyyyyyyyy~xP
dun k him~ahaha..
thn back home FB n MSN luuu~
hmm~saw 1 leng lui in FB~ love her hair color!!
thn copy the link n let my caleb c~
his fren pla....>.<
the world is so smalllllllllll~xD
en!thn nw my dad keep ask me go eat durian jor!
red d tuuu~
cnt reject!
heaty kan?nvm la horh?jx few maaaa~xD
k la~
until here thn^^
THE END~

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

the days tat Im not blogging~

Sept2009 is my last post~
so 2more month its already 1year tat i stop blogging~
so i put it 1year la k?xD

in this 1year tat I dint blog~
many things happen!
no more feel with egg egg jor~
tired of the hurting>.<
so i get together with someone tat my top4 say very "wei qu" me....
k nvm~
break jor jiu diam diam luu~
thn knw this someone..
he very good to me~
flirty tiammmmm~xD
so meh flirt dao me lo>.<
so~move on..
abt my piano..
i help in PMI twice in this "nt blogging" 1year~
in the 1st year i feel fun~
so i go the next year~
who knws let me c dao their "kaki kuda"!!x.x
actually non of them like to work thr~
super many rules~
my boss treat me good cx she really need a helper thr~
so nvm la~
nt going bk oso~xP
bt she ever give up to ask me work thr~
any request oso cn!
so i ask for grade6 theory~
she promiss to teach..bt i wait for 1month+ jor stil dun hv so i go to othr place learn til nw~xP
my practical leaaa?
aiks~!
i fail 3 of the internal exam!
they dont let me go external exam actually bt i wan!!
i dun care!
GO!so go la~xD
result yesday out jor luu~
meh PASS~~xD(LC o)
so i think i prove to her i cn d?xD
thank to the "someone" oso laaa~
so TOUCHING if say abt him~!!
his nt christian n does'nt blif in GOD or JESUS~
he help me pray!!!!
pray work oso baaa~
non-christian tuuu~xD
k,come backkkk~
thn after work at thr tat holiday i start going churchh~
FUN looooo..
dun think i soholy or wat laaa~
after u go u jiu knw d lo!xP
wanna b pianist thr~
bt my mum like dun like..x.x
everytime i maintion it she wil say:dun maciam maciam la u~u very tiam meh?
actually oso la~
i got dance n school work n piano to work on!x.x
busy for me looo~>.<
bt i stil wan!xP
after SPM la k?WAIT ME!!xD
thn!dance life~
ermmm~at march holiday..jelly came back to teach few dance~
Mr.David Chan plan road show for us~
i hv to dance 8dances every show!
damn tired lo~~
bt fun!!happy^^
at the middle of jun we gt IU day~
I choreograph a dance call thousand hand Buddha to compete~
get 2nd runner up!nt bad baaa~xP
k,after tat consertttt~
the china coach teach ur 3dances~
bt we just perform 2~
enuf laaa~
tired baaa~xP
i tot tat was my laz show!!
who knws 1day after i bath i receive a call n the teacher wan us to perform the dance tat i choreograph~!!
actually i dun wan d~
like malas liao~
so hard to ask thm to listen to me d>.<
thn bcx of my "someone" i agree to perform looo>.<
n thnnnnn~
ermm..
school life?
ntg to say ooo~
bored d>.<
abt my top4 la!
erm~
oso like this lo~
doi n my loupo,chung quarrel,FAN MIN O!
duno whn wan settle..
me n qiaw susah leaaaa!xD
owh!!
thn!
i got new k-daddy n k-mummy jorrrrr~
k-daddy play drum in church d~yeng xia d worrr~xD
k-mummy is rachel loooo~
jx found out she gt goiter>.<
GOD BLESS HER!!!>.<
en!n thn k-bro lagiiii~
siapa lagiii~
nicolase looo~xD
k~tats all baaa?
wanna knw who my someone is leaaa?
tuu~tat milo ping looo~
my caleb^^
THE ENDDDD~

Monday, July 26, 2010

I PRAY IN JESUS NAME,AMEN!!

long time din blog!
so renew it la~~
i got ntg to say bt KELLY~!!
only GOD cn help her nw~
im sms-ing wit her bt like cnt help anything..x.x
i hope that she wnt b so scare laaaa>.<
everythings gonna b okay~!!
GOD wil be with her!
ok la..
jiu like tat~
i wil try to go n c her 2ml>.<
hope gt time.....x.x
k la!
i off lo~
NIGHT