The last news about him from blog is when he is at hostipal~
I first time visit him there..
after tat day,I continue to visit him~
on Aug 17th,we got news tat says the time is near..
that day Im jz being positive..thinking tat nothing would happen,thinking tat God is nt so cruel to take away him from all of us here..
so tat day,after school I go to hospital as normal to see him~
he looks okay but weaker thn the day before..
so i asked my aunt n uncle he got rest or not~
they say he dint..
he jx close his eyes n open again after awhile for the whole night!
so i pray to God to give him a heart tat belives tat he wont go away just like this~
then I go talk to him,ask him to rest,but he keep look at me n dint say anythinggg..
he looks worry so i asked if if his okay he say:Good!thn wesmile at each othr~
the medicine makes him abit blur in vision~
he c thing blurry~he wanna hold my hand but he reach to the wrong place..
so i hold his hand~
my aunt say tat he is pain every whr even if i touch softly he also feels pain~
so i ask him to let go~i ask him to rest bt he hold tighter he dint say anything bt he keep on struggle to open his eyes~
my heart is very pain when I saw him like tat so i went out frm the room n cry~
my dad come n comfort me,he say just let him be happy n let him go happily,
i keep on shake my head n saying no in my heart..
thn my dad say he cn see thing tat nt belong to our whole already,
smiling to nothing n talking no nothing..
then Christy called,she ask if im okay after saw kung kung n told me wat happen when she heard the news abt kung kung~
then after talking with her i feel abit better n go back in kung kungs ward.
my aunt told me cannot drop tear on kung kung~
thn i fel its better not to let him saw us cry so i told my couz if wan cry go outttt..thn my aunty say help kung kung to make his heart warm..
she says she heard tat if the soul come out from the body the ppl would feel cold~
so she ask us(me n my couz) take turn to keep his heart warm~
then the next day i go to hospital as usual but he looks even weaker!
my heart hurts even more!
i have faith in him that he wil be better but wat I saw I the way around.
I pray to God again~i ask him to let my kung kung be stronger to fight with his sickness~i pray hard n hope it wont go worse~
my cous(ju jie n gainne) cme bk frm kl tat day~
they accompany kung kung~~thn night the rest of my cous(yunchak,yunkiong,eric) tat is stil nt here come back too(*will continue soon..x.x)
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